Category Archives: Sad

How I really feel about PCSing

I am totally excited to get out of Montana at the end of this year. Paul got web orders and we will be out of Montana by Thanksgiving. We will miss the Marine Corps Ball again this year, but our … Continue reading

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I counted my chickens

“Don’t count your chickens before they hatch”…. To say I am disappointed would be an understatement. I am very sad, heartbroken, but I’ll survive. Our hopes of going back to Okinawa this fall have been broken. There is no openings for my … Continue reading

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my blog is my diary

Maybe I’m just being a whiner, but I think the military is trying to ruin the last few months of my pregnancy. I am due Dec 7th. Paul is being transfereed to Butte (about an hour south of us) sometime … Continue reading

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Pregnancy- Not as glamourous as I imagined.

Before getting pregnant I had these grand ideas about how great it would be, and how fun, and how cute I would look. I knew it would have tough days too, I knew I wouldn’t enjoy every moment. But I … Continue reading

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It Is What You Make It

(Beating a dead horse, if you are a long time follower, I’ve been over this time and time again) “It is what you make it” I had uttered those words so many times while living in Okinawa, I just couldn’t … Continue reading

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Sometimes I over do it

The last few days I have been all alone, and not leaving the house, between  not wanting anything bad to happen and a monstrous cold sore I developed (and I am extremely vain, and I don’t want to be seen by anyone), I didn’t … Continue reading

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Mixed Emotions

I sort of lied when I said I don’t have much going on right now. I actually have my mind running like crazy, but I don’t know where to begin. I’ve gone back to brown, I don’t know if I … Continue reading

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Homesick for Okinawa

I shouldn’t try to hide it. I’ve been a little down lately. I really miss Okinawa. I miss the whole island lifestyle. I miss living a mile from the ocean. I miss the big shopping centers. I miss the fresh … Continue reading

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a little vent

Yesterday I lost my work apron. Between leaving work and going to Buffalo Wild Wings (less than a mile, and I drove). I think I lost it in my work parking lot. It’s no secret that I suffer from anxiety, … Continue reading

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i just wrote a whole blog and now it’s goneWTF!fine you have to wait for tomorrow because it’s almost midnight and I have to work in 12 hours.fuck.

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